Saturday, December 26, 2009

chanson

a silent stage; a dusty beam of light
you're sitting wide-eyed and afraid
i'm in the wings -- i see your tears
i come and join you from the dark

listen to our rosined hearts
beating together; beating apart
it's strange how things grow strong and fade again

you see through me like a plate of glass
you see my eyes
and how i see
see how i can't see through myself

quietly you hear the rain
slurping through an earthy drain
into the roots of our being

you rise and face the blackened room
the expectant audience in their womb
you see the outline of their faces
you see inside
you see yourself
you get up and you start to talk

"please listen to what i say
although it may all seem cliché
it's just a couple of suggestions

i've seen your ways
your ways like mine
it's hard to wander through the dark

just try to find your way around
and get up if you've fallen down
i know it's harder than it sounds like

you have to find
truth for yourself
you can't put your hands on others' backs

and you may never find a light
but without the search, all you've done in life
is sit confounded in a dark room

without a face
without a name
no one can see you properly

but if you live to see your dawning
before you think the chance is gone, you'll
see your face and what it looks like

and who you were
and who you'll be
you'll be fulfilled when you see yourself"

when you finish, look around and see
the people next to you and me
the auditorium's almost empty
a thousand lights
a thousand men
they look around and through skin